Sad Feeling

Suddenly I just feel that I want to post my feelings and thoughts to share with you.

I feel a bit sad and depress now because my cousin brother just passed away. He is a nice man, although me and him not frequently contact or seen each other. But he is still my cousin brother that watch me from baby to now grown up, and I normally during CNY, my parents will go to rompin and visit almost every relatives house and of course, include him.

During those time, we kids normally will gather together automatically as those elders talking to each other. Normally me and my brother will go and find for them as soon we reach their house because it is just like that ~ ~

In my memory, I remember once long ago where im still a child, in the same situation also, we use to play a ps(tv games) together in a room and he will guide us what to do and how to do... Battle tank, that's the name of the game(I not sure correct or not).

Yesterday when I heard about his situation saying that he involved in an car accident, I really hope that everything will went fine and I also prayed for him in my heart. But once I wake up in another morning, my cousin sister sms to me said that he'd passed away and straight away I told my mother about this also as my mother is their aunty. Same to him, my mother is one of those who look and care about him as he grow up, until now... I think those who had been gone through this before will understand the feeling.

The body then had been carry to temple for burning ceremony.(火葬) During the time, I as the younger, and his sister and cousin, payed respect to him. It gone through some procedures after that, and after that carried to the burning machine there.

Right until now about half day, I still feel depressed sometimes as our life still goes on. The atmosphere, feeling...

Life is just between a breath. We dont know what will happen right after another breath. So for those who loves your family, friends, relatives, make sure you care for your safety and dont let others worry about you. Live your life with meanings, because you may not know what will happen next to you.

生命就只在呼吸之间。一呼一吸，我们也不知道下一秒发生什么事。既然活在这个世界，活得没意义或有意义就看你怎样了，因为，选择就在你的手中。
相信或不相信，我们还是要经过生、老、病、死，这四个过程。这个是一个自然规律，没人能改变得了。所以活在当下，就应该感恩，活得精彩，不让生命留白。这一世做到人是一份福报，可能下一世我们都不懂将会去那里了。不要自暴自弃，因为这个是一个很愚蠢的行为，选择也在你手中。

愿大家平平安安，健健康康，快乐过日子。
Wish everyone healthy, safely and happily throughout the life.
~ ~ Shine like a sun, live like a sun ~ ~